Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only formally classified by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the condition note this.

In 1998, scientists released the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his symptoms.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.

National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.

But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.

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